Only-r.com: “The history of NOT the one betrayal”

How is it – to be betrayed? She has betrayed not only Rob, not only Liberty Ross and her children, but all those who saw her as somebody else, not as the one she is in reality. You!

Last two weeks were complicated, weren’t they? The avalanche of rumors and miserable grains of real information. We are all exhausted and irritated. There are millions of us all over the world. We are different. Sometimes we can hardly stand each other, we argue tirelessly, proving our own views, we fight till the first drops of "virtual blood” to defend the honor of our beloved actor or actress.

We are all different, yes, but there is one thing we have in common! We stood stockstill waiting anxiously for the outcome of the show and doubting its morality. The show that took place in front of the astonished audience on July 26, 2012.

It’s not a secret that I’ve been a faithful supporter of team Anti-Robsten for almost three years. And perhaps, nothing can change that. But today, for the first time of my being in fandom of Robert Pattinson, just for some minutes, literally till the moment, when the last full stop will be put in this article, I want to feel myself in the shoes of team Robsten. And to greet the morning of July 26 from "that” side.

You ask me "why?” ‘Cause I just WANT TO UNDERSTAND, where is the border between mercy (whatever it is), common sense and the healthy attitude to what is going on. On which side is the moral advantage? Where are the limits of sanctimony? Do those, who by all logical laws should be censured, deserve compassion?

I can’t get it from my nonsten-position anyway. So, let’s consider it as some sort of journalistic experiment.

I’ll mention from the very beginning, that I will not rummage in the reasons for why it happened. Other people are successfully doing it for me. You only have to click open any piece of news and the fantasy rampages of amateur detectives puzzle and knock you down (you literally fall under the table and lie there for some time). I don’t need reasons. I see facts. From Robsten position, remember? ***BUT I don’t promise, that my alter ego won’t meddle into these reflections)))

Beginning of an end

So, what do we have here? Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart – a tenderly loving couple, that lives in a perfect harmony. Their relationships have been progressing rapidly in last six months. Finally (!!!) they quit hiding from the public: they are holding hands – O, God! He is kissing her on the balcony in Cannes; at last, he purchases a house where they are planning to live together. It’s so sweet!

All in all, you can hear wedding bells chiming (maybe they’ll even have kids – that’s if they are that lucky). Perspectives are cheerful and serene. Average Robsten fan (i.e. me) is peacefully rocking on the waves of bliss in rays of light and kindness (Hi to Yulia-Sumerki). Nothing pointed to a tragedy. But then came the morning of June 26.

Photos of a woman, which looks very much like Kristen Stewart hugging unknown man (later the fainting public will identify him as the director of the "Snow White and the Huntsman” Rupert Sanders) appear in the net. But there are just a few photos, they are unclear and Robsten fans calm down. Some tweets tell us about the radio interview, which was supposedly given by the directors wife (fuck, he is married and has children!), and in which she announced with all responsibility, that it is her on the photos. Finita la comedia. (*** it’s a comedy yet) There’s nothing to worry about!

The version of these being a photoshop follows the tweets. Yes, photos are muddy, there are only a few of them. It’s can’t be detected who is in the car at all, ‘cause the pictures were snapped from behind – faces are not seen clearly. It’s still nothing to worry about! ***So why then people, who openly laughed at our desire to search for the photoshop signs on muddy Robsten photos, all rushed to do the same thing? That’s the rhetorical question. One is allowed, the other isn’t.

After that heated discussions of "Our Kristen couldn’t do something like that”. Here we have following reasons:

1. She is not like all those glamorous Hollywood actresses, who sleep with every more or less perspective director to get the role.

2. Kristen was always for the honesty in the relationships! She mentioned it in her interviews countless times.

3. There is Rob. She loves him so much. Only the blind can doubt that, it’s obvious! ***really, it’s only the third point. Thanks for remembering him at all.

It’s obvious! For all Robsten fans it is obvious, so it’s nothing to worry about. But for some reasons anxiety appears in the background and importunately crawls into one’s soul. Photos are published in US Weekly, then in authoritative The People – that is not the Hollywoodlife or Express newspaper. There is the following tenor in a Robsten camp – I’ll never believe that till she confesses it! If one could only imagine…

Last nail in the coffin

Somw time passes and the deafening silence is blown up by the sensation: both stars make an official public apology for their actions. And these apologies are published not somewhere, but in The People again. As if photos were not enough. That’s it! She has confessed!

First reaction. Stupor. I don’t believe it. And then – how could you, Kristen? Then a flow of curses addressed to her and words of support - to Robert. Disgusting feeling as if you were betrayed. Like someone close, someone you trusted and defended so much has just thrown your feelings, your FAITH in her into the dustbin. Tears, emptiness, pain.

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